Studying

I want to teach like roethke
love myself like Whitman
love fish like bishop
love men like Faulkner
love lonliness like Rilke
love ambivilance like dickinson
love the day or the sea like Neruda
love desert like ondaatje
love desert like okeefe
love my family garden like kingsolver
love my wife like Oliver
be and write my dreams like Henry house/Berryman
be a dick like Lowell
become captured like muir
brave like Howe
brave like Merton
smart like chodron
sad like sexton
happy like Blake
hardy like Clifton
empty like Lao tzu
sweet like I am forever.