what men look like 1 & 2

big beautiful cubed head 


fourth grade ears stick out like              dried fruit
gap in his front teeth was 


just enough     front fangs baring all their muscle  


first time I could feel my own anatomy working like looking inside a clock
first time I remember sensing my own body as if I was holding myself in my hand










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he is in his field manager uniform

tall dumb college boy look  mouth always open

he is 26 and i am 12

dad holds his neck up to the roof of his toll booth